Yikes. It finally happened after 5+ years of League.

Got permabanned.

On the bad side, I'll miss playing the game. I won't defend my negative words and toxicity that came with it, as I undeniably could NOT control my saltiness about this particular competitive game.

I still felt feel cheated and made salty by the immense pressure of picking champions that have greater outplay potential over ones that are more fun, but that's how the game has been since forever (albeit season 6/7 had it the worst so far).

I will say that, while it is NOT acceptable, my language/behavior DID improve after previous punishments and was not nearly as awful as previous things said. I was able to keep my saltiness lower than usual. It didn't help completely, as some, who STILL decided to whisper me and talk trash so they wouldn't get counter-reported only egged me on.

On the flip side, it will be good to get away from this game as I do not plan on making a smurf and/or leveling up again. If I were ever to get this account back I'd wish for normal game restriction and bot/custom games only. I don't need competition in my life anymore.

I wish all of you the best of luck in the seasons to come. I hope Riot loses a little interest in the pro scene and provides a much better experience for their total player base.

Lastly, as I won't be seeing any of you anymore, I would like to apologise to anyone who was sincerely hurt by anything I had said and remembered to this day. Was it awful? Yes. Was it wrong? Yes. Did I mean it? No.

I am free! Later everyone.