I decided to get all the op champs and play them until nerfed

See my op.gg or match history and you'll see I'm actually shit at my main, Jhin.

I usually go pretty good against my lane the first 7-8 minutes.

Then, a 2/0 op champ (vayne, zed etc) comes to get me because I'm under their turret, I have no time to escape and I get slain. The enemy adc gets the kill or the assist and levels up/gets gold.

If this happens once more I can't keep up anymore and start losing lane. Then my fucking kda is 0.80 because I play very reckless after the 30 min mark when the enemy gets full build. I dont care about dying becayse they won't be able to buy shit anyway.

The few perfect or 5.0 kda games don't make up for these ones and my avg kda is 1.80.

I'm not saying I'm skilled but I get shit teammates, because I know that shouldn't be my approach. But I certainly think that my champ choice should change. I'm getting Vayne later today and learning her.

Am I an asshole for this? Playing op champs isn't nice for the enemy but it certainly isn't nice for me either when they choose it.

I remember getting Jhin because he was ranked best/ most powerful adc somewhere. Well, they were wrong or I'm really bad at this game.

Edit: I just checked and my kda with jhin is actually 2.10, which is still pretty bad.

I have a winrate of 52.95 with him in 34 games which is good but there actually isn't enough data to say good.

I recently lost 6 or 7 games in a row with him so I probably had like 60% winrate before that series of losses. 60% winrate does not represent my skill level at all.