I don't have it in me

I can't win a single game in Gold V. I'll derank to silver 1, win every game until I get back to gold V. Then I get nothing but trolls and feeders.

Look at my match history. Specifically look at my last match. And I flamed the fuck out of akali and kayn. Akail was never with the team always in the enemy jg farming. Kayn went blue. I think matchmaking is about having good luck. No way in hell me being gold 1 before at the highest is having this much trouble getting out of gold V.