I feel like I am cursed to come as close as possible to gold over and over, but never get my border.
I swear, I feel like I am the most unlucky player at getting to gold that has ever played this game. It all started last year. I was doing well and reached my gold promos. I was excited and easily won the first two games. I entered game 3 thinking "Yes, I'm finally about to be gold!" The next 3 games in a row, I got at least one toxic player, AFKer, inter, or sometimes two of the three in the same game. I lost my promos and could never climb back by the end of the season. This year, I got placed in S4 and battled my way up to my gold promos once again. I tried no less than 6 times, losing them all in multiple different scenarios. I got trolls in some, others I just performed badly, and others the enemy team was full of plats and just super good compared to us. Then, it happened. I won my promos on the 7th try, 3-1. I was overjoyed and continued playing, getting to gold 4. A few days later, I got the flu and my brain was crazily clogged. Alas, in my stupidity and decreased cognitive state, I continued playing and lost so many games that I was down to Gold 5, 0 LP. I had always been told that you needed to lose 10 games or something to drop from gold to silver, so I kept playing. After 2 losses at 0 LP, I was demoted back to Silver 1 and dropped to Silver 3 later. After that, I opened a new account to play with a friend that slowly became my main account. I grinded hard and got to my gold promos on that account. I won them 3-0 and was, once again, overjoyed. I told myself I wouldn't play ranked for the rest of the season and finally claim my border, only to discover days later that I would not receive a border due to being on the last checkpoint of honor level 1 due to a ten game chat restriction back in April. So I switched accounts again, went from SIlver 3 to Gold promos within a week with 2 free wins. Lost next 2 promos, then the game glitched and wouldn't let me lock in during champ select and dodged, failing my promos. I am now Silver 1, 40 LP, wondering if I will ever get a gold border or if I am actually cursed for eternity to come as close as possible, but never get it. Thanks for reading this wall of text.