Expert advice needed.
So I've been playing on a secondary account to practice things like cs, jumgleing and item prioritization. So first I wanted to focus on cs. So I aimed to get 75-80 in 10 min and like 150-170 at 20. This is just a goal for me, and of course get better in practice.
My issue I'm having right now is for example I'll be top lane gnar. I hit 50-60 cs and my team starts dropping like flies. This in turn puts me in this "panic" mode. I start getting frustrated and lose focuse on cs'ing.
So when I'm farming and a teamate dies here and there what am I suppose to do? Roam and lose cs to help them?
My csing has actually improved massively with this new focused mindset. But when I do manage to get 80ish cs at 10 minutes it doesnt feel very accomplishing when my mid has died 2 times bot and support 3 and 2 times. And jungle just got 3 man invaded.