Why do I have to carry trash?

16/6/6 Garen.

I got tilted really bad in my last game. This is because of being in LP limbo. I hate gaining 20 lp and than losing -20lp the next game. I don't understand the point of playing if you are just going to lose all your LP for single games.

Now im at 0LP and trying to rank up to Gold. Unfortunately Riot thinks that to prove your're good you must be paired with trash (bronze) to prove that you are capable of playing at a higher level.

I was pushing in lane, and we won a big teamfight after I Quadra Killed the other team. I'm breaching gates with the ADC/SUPPORT who lost their lane and all of the sudden they decided to go for bottom tower instead of breaching and getting the inhibitor.

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. i WAS SO ANGRY. IM' STILL ANGRY. I YELLED AND FLAMED THE FUCK OUT OF BOT LANE. I COULDN'T COMPREHEND WHY THEY THOUGHT GETTING 1ST BOT TOWER WAS MORE IMPORTANT THAN GETTING INHIB TOWER. I GOT SO ANGRY. I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND. AND THAN RIGHT AFTER THAT THE OTHER TEAM RAN DOWN MIDDLE BREACHED TOWER, TOOK THE INHIB AND BOTH INNER TURRETS. I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND. I ASKED THE TEAM WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T THEY DO WHAT THEY'RE DOING??? BREACH TOWER AND GET THE INHIB.

AND THAN THE OTHER TEAM STARTED FLAMING ME FOR PLAYING JG GAREN. BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I WAS CARRYING AND THESE MOTHERFUCKING BOT LANE THREW!! FUCKING THREW THE GAME. NOW I'M AT -0LP WITH WHO GOD KNOWS WHAT. I HATE RANKED ITS SO FUCKING TOXIC.

/rant over.

thanks for reading!