What the actual fuck is this levelling reward system

I made a new account, it took me about 8 to 11 games to go from level 9 to level 10. Woo hoo a glorious champion capsule! I must be getting rewarded for hitting a milestone! Poppy champion shard, shitty garen skin, shitty ward skin, 400 orange essence. Oh boy I really want to buy Xayah, let me disenchant poppy for 200 blue essence! Are you off your fucking rocker? If this was the old system I wouldn't have gotten 200 ip from playing 10 games. How the fuck am I supposed to get the champion I want when it takes over 10 games to level the fuck up, and I get fucking POPPY.

I'm at 2375 blue essence right now and this is only from getting 800 blue essence from one of the capsules ( thank god). In the old system you wouldn't have 2k ip by the time you hit level 10, so why the fuck is the new system doing it? Seriously, either upgrade the fucking system to give a guaranteed minimum amount of blue essence, give blue essence after each game, or set minimum values of 1500 on shards so we can buy the fucking shit we want. Imagine if this was a new player and he or she opened up a store and saw a champion that they thought looked really cool and wanted to try them out or play them. Woopidy doo, you got fucking poppy so hf buying those 6300 champions :)

Fuck you riot. Seriously.