Seriously....this game. =/ (Rant)
I don't even know what to say anymore. Bots are too easy, but PVP is a nightmare with FAR more losses then wins. If Shaco gets picked, we quit at 20 every game. No position i play helps, even if i have lots of experience with some champs. Online videos to explain what i am doing wrong and fixing it does nothing, even after countless hours of playing and practicing against bots. I have been doing well with my tilting till about 2 weeks ago with so many shacos and afk'ers that i slowly lost it. The constant "Bots are freaking easy and i can choose any champ in any placement and i will still win" and "My team is going to get rekt no matter who we fight against in PVP" makes me lose my mind. I understand....losing comes with playing this game. But the ratio makes this game a nightmarish mess. 1/10 won games leaves me feeling dissatisfied with this game as a whole...and apparently practice does not help.
For as much as i have played this game, and as much as i love it....Jesus Christ, i cannot stand this game atm. Every game is a struggle. Every play feels intimidating. EVERYONE feels like they know what they are doing (including me)....but when it comes to performance, the fact is, i cannot hold a candle to anyone else in PVP for the most part. Other games, i get lucky, i know this. I had a wonderful game in ARAM using Heimerdinger....but it was because i got fed and the other team really was snowballed hard. =/ Didn't feel like much of a win.
On the other hand, in SR, my teams gets CLOBBERED. Every. Game. This struggle to tread water instead of drown in it is making this game unplayable for me. I WANT to like this game....but im having my doubts about continuing. The constant grind to level against bots is boring, and pvp leaves me feeling depressed and frustrated. I have few friends that are willing to help out with this (Too busy playing their own 'ranked' matches, apparently), and when they do, they just play their lane and say 'you did fine'....against bots. Brushing it off like 'Piffff this guy....'.
So, Summoners.....what do? :(