The Lonely Masochist: Main Support
Lonely is the existence of the Main: Support. When not staring at the Friend's List hoping to find a duo there is the Solo Queue. My House of Pain.
This game's format doesn't encourage players to choose to support. Other than jungle getting passed around from time to time during picks, it's mostly "Fill. No support." There is no glory in support. No accolades for having 25+ assists, plus saves, plus wards and vision, plus guarding objectives, plus focusing them, plus peels. Support works harder than any other role. Period. And your team hates you. HATES you. Even when you set up Pentas - You suck and your parents don't love you.
You can save your jung, top and adc from a gank while sacrificing yourself in the process - FEEDER! with 0/8/15
Grabbing a creep or GODFORBID an accidental last hit - it's toxic or mute because they hope you can't escape from the car when it's on fire. I have a screen shot of that one. Classic.
I do not enjoy the incessant killing the other roles require. It's not the best role I can play. I do enjoy saving my ADC and feeding them so fat I ride the wave to the Nexus. I like providing sight on the map - because NO ONE wards, thus saving my teammates from ganks and providing safe exits.
There are no Thank you's. And I am OK with that. It's a thankless role. But it is cruelly denounced and leaves me at the mercy of my team. It leaves my rank to the mercy of my team. I watched myself drop from the cusp of Silver rank to Bronze VI. And I fell hard.
I have carried some, but it's not always possible. And the games I do carry - I am told to slit my wrists because I am taking kills from the 4 / 17 / 5 Siv who I can't get to spell-shield despite explanation, begging and, even, negotiation.
The game's format doesn't encourage true support. The players don't either.
Love your support. They just want to help.
ftw), however, I don't play in ranked (I despise just about every person I've seen from ranked and thus avoid it like the plague). But, in NORMALS games I very rarely get verbally harassed for last hitting, and, although I don't actually receive thank you's from people all that often, I most CERTAINLY don't see people getting mad at me really for anything I do. As long as I protect the ADC, set up kills, and ward (ensuring the dragon is warded as well), I never really have much of a problem. Solution - Stop playing ranked xD.
lately, LOVE IT!), and I know it's really hard to play when nobody points out your sweet setups or assistance is securing a kill.
I believe that being the support you kinda have to make your team notice you; Notice me Senpai ;).