Silver Experiences for the day

Playing on my smurf( I'm gold 4). I get into silver 4. Oh how I remember this elo. Basically the same as gold but a little less skilled.

So i was like, easy carries. I go to play soraka. Nid jg tower dives mid lvl 4. Mid laner rages. Dies to mid coming back to lane, blames jg. Usual stuff. But i'm about to play full tank soraka wit a nasus on my team so idgaf about early game. Nid jg dies to top laner. Nasus rages(was also going ap so nice), and lets cho kill him after a tp and says "Cho build mejais". Kk so that was nice

2 games later, I go soraka again. Team comp had a heim, and all the heim's I play with suck usually so I'm tryna dodge this but i dodged earlier. So i'm like "guys i'm going afk for 30 minutes, so dodge. If you don't ill try to make it back for the game so dw". Anyways, weak tactics. I get into game i'm like alright lets win since i'm raka, shes broken, it's silver. My heim mid in his provisionals, decides "yo raka u gave me a great idea. Brb, going to the store" Leaves comes back at 13 minute mark while team is getting bodied.

I'm being punished for trying to play soraka