I'm Stuck Losing and I don't know why ;-;
I'm always being made fun of, and cussed at, I always lose in pvp match made games, I'm always the one to blame, and I try to be good but I always get out played/ganked/killed etc. I feel really dumb, and I'm mad at myself because I know I could be doing better but i just seem to keep losing. I was told to find your kind of lane you like to play in the most, I preferred mid lane because I liked it the most but I was told not to long ago that I can't do mid lane because I suck. I feel like no matter what role I play I ruin the game for everyone even though it might have not been me. I'm in silver 5 and probably going to be even lower, because I can't seem to be good at anything. I understand that I need to be map aware and ward the areas that need to be warded, but i get ganked anyways. Not too long ago I was playing defensive and staying back a little further and getting cs that came to me, I would be aware of the ganks that would go around me with a ward, but it still get raped anyways.
There is a link to the horror if you want to check it out.
If there is anyone out there who wants to help me without making me pay, I would love some tips and tricks to help me out. Because, Right now I feel like there is no hope, I lost all my confidence.
[zombie-nunu-bummed]