riot pleas i really need answer

hi riot games i'm really thankfull for all your work and your game is really something that i wanted to be a part of my life why not being my job or something like that this is something reealy coming from inside of my feeling and i wish i get answer specially from riot games you ask us to improve our skill train and try to main learn tactiques and manything what objectives but here look my op.gg page i have 114 win and 113 lose and i will tell u that 90% of my lost game not cause i made one mistake but cause all my tam feed or troll or i don't know but for me this isn't fair it become more like luck if you matched with good team then if you are matched with bunch of people who doesn't even value the game as u do so win or lose it's not important it's like " ooh men it's just game " but what if that game is my life shoudln't i get some respect that i work very hard and i trained so much and you will from my lvl i never used a boost that i put so much time to be good but it's unfair to be match up with just randomly player who just give up at first blood and troll or never care and i report and i report the behavor and i kind feel like i should stop playing your game is something i love from the bottom of my heart but your match making systeme make it hell for me and my opp.gg will show u what i'm facing and if any of the community or anyone can just tell if there anything i can do to be out of this pls i don't want to quit i really want to keep and advancing yeah i won't win all the game i'm not faker or a god but pls if i lose it should be from my mistake and my weakness not 90% of my 113 cause i have no team troll afk and people who don't care i'm reallly try my best not to tilt so i won't fall and i try to stop playing and go for tomorow but it's same win 1 lose many pls i need answer