Need some motivation

As someone who was new to league about 3 months ago, I find it hard to play the main game anymore. All I do is play ARAM day in and day out. I hate dealing with people who think they're better than everyone else. I hate playing a game where I need to babysit an ADC. I hate playing a game only to get flamed because bot got ganked and my ADC thought he could take on the world. I hate ADC's. I hate the word ADC.

There is something about this game that just turns off any sort of new players to ever get invested. Sure there is a mute button. but muting chat doesn't help the situation. Neither is the building Lethality. It all just seems like a chore whether it's solo or duo etc.

But there is a burning desire in me that really wants to play and see how far I can go. How high can I rank for someone who's never played a MOBA? Maybe one day. Just a noob who at least wants to see some Gold.....

[zombie-nunu-bummed]