Wrongfully Suspended for feeding in a bad normal "unhealthy game"?

These guys were ahead by 15k gold by 16 mins?? All lanes lost,0 turrets, 0 drags and they expect me to sit in base and get leaverbuster for afk, it's so un fair to try to farm when you are lvls behind and get 1 shotted by the merciless assassin and so in order to catchup in gold and xp I need to get some kills/assists by ganking cause minion xp early is pitiful,but it never works out when it's so close like 1 hp or 1 auto/ability away from getting them and my team purposefully gave up and harassed me+ flame, while the enemy team agreed to join in the harassment and I've been on a bad losing streak since It's been a while since I played and laning phase is nonexistent after a point where I can't even walk outside base to farm jg/creeps 3 steps without getting into a fight with the enemy team that has happened multiple times and it's like late game is decided by 10 mins, It's pure bs and a unfun depressing experience where comebacks aren't a real thing anymore when u get 100 0 curb 1 sided stomp in .2 secs or the other way around, it's not even a game at this point, just needless suffering(didn't hit lvl 6 till 13 mins) when you have to wait for a maybe 15 mins (5 needed vote) to get out cause the games decided by champ select, 7 mins in,that's how awful this knock off copy cat moba is. Guess trying doesn't get an A for effort.Skill +strategy is gone, game has turned casual, but definitely not friendly in the slightest.

I really don't understand why I should be Suspended for 14 days for a cruel bad "game"when I've seen plenty of players that belittle others and feed alot get away with it, but when it comes to me going over 10 deaths when the gold u get is pathetically something like less than a cannon minion and playstyle similar to singed contributing to late game, hence giving opponents bigger bountys(actual strategy), farming, split pushing,ganking. It's absurd how poorly managed rito as a whole besides prob the art sound,lore?,gd,memes and games, team has become when their ego goes over their heads popular games must revolve around 1% lcs and slams the doors shut on their whole starting community with no reason answered why they became more strictly merciless,refusing to answer unhealthy issues brought up for years that repeat, hell even all the champs "recently" released are all depressing, edgy, dark,serious to show the recent gloomy years of how fun unique chill rito has fallen so low into the gutter.You know it's bad when your 50+offline friendlist that used to play for years stop within these recent 3 seasons and even bronze friends, the 1s that want you to play with them with their heart of gold and able to have fun in game, isn't even able to anymore so they quit, disgusting.