Haven't Played Ranked In Months... Decide To Que Up.... Results....

So I stopped playing ranked completely early in the season the amount of bad games and toxic ppl in my games was immense so I just quit. 4 months or so later (today) I decide to que up. The results were not good. Ik everyone says of im so much better than my division but in my case I truly think I am it is just that I have to play more ranked. Yet I don't want to because of all the damn trolls. I want to prove I'm good but normals is so much more peaceful. Take a look at the game i just played. Graves dc's every two seconds, Fizz had 60 cs at 17 minutes. I couldn't cs because of my team feeding and me needing to roam. I was basically the only lane getting ganked cause all the rest of my team was feeding without ganks. I got Gold 5 at the very end of last season without playing many games.

This may seem like just a rant, but I'm asking for ADVICE.

I am about to say screw it and become a yasuo main b/c I think he is the most fun champ in the game.