RIOT EMPLOYEES, CALLING YOU OUT ONCE AGAIN, YOU KILL PEOPLE, YOU NEED TO READ THIS
If you haven't played PVP since oh say INFANCY you will get so flamed, crushed and stomped upon by your OWN team that you hate the game. Your enemy team will love you and honor you. Your team will tell you to go die, since you are worthless.
But PVP is what this game is all about.
I hate that Riot ignores this. And does NOT come up with a helpful solution like oh, yeah, the thing I have mentioned before, a better team builder so instead of normal, noobs can choose "new" or whatchawannacallit. And get teamed up with suitable teammates and opponents.
I lose all the time. I feel WORTHLESS when I play pvp since people are HORRIBLE.
Sorry but 98% of the players do not understand how a person can play bad. It DOES NOT register in their twisted minds that this person is new. Even after admitting the fact to them verbally. The (I won't pardon this french) fucking assholes will still tell me I am useless, hopeless, unworthy, should give up immediately, should go die, should never play again. They are never friendly or helpful like in non-PVPverse. But I want to learn PVP. I guess smurf account and start over is the ONLY way to go for me if I will ever play again. I am too high a level to be "bad". EVEN when playing with lower levels, teaming with a low level player and play PVP- the toxic shit is all around. I HATE THIS RIOT. You should be ashamed. Read further how bullying affected me, not unlike the pvp-lingo at all, not different AT ALL.
I am so so tired of this useless fucking bullshit toxic spit that brats with various backgrounds spit out at me. It is not fun. It sucks. The PVPuniverse sucks for people who are learning. I KNOW that everyone who has played pvp can relate. Either they are toxic themselves or they have encountered these truly terrible people. Human beings full of hate.
It makes people cry. It makes people believe what they say. Maybe someone has offed themselves after a game? Ever thought about that Riot. I want to cry after every try with pvp and choke on tears writing this. The game is too good for this kind of behaviour and bullshit. Reports go nowhere. I do not trust reports at all. It fixes nothing. Chatban? Yeah. When that wears off....No one respects reports. No one is "scared". No one cares in League PVP. It is a barren wasteland if you aren't really skilled already. But then you might be part of the toxic crowd...Maybe it is a LoL-disease. People turn into hateful spirits. They crush every happy soul they encounter. Cannot wait to tell someone how terrible and horrible they are.
I grew up with bullying, people calling me "ugly" "fat" "worthles". Lost the weight and it stopped. If I struggled to be great in pvp, this bs would stop too. But do I want to feel so worthless after every game? ? I wanted to kill myself EVERY DAY FOR TEN YEARS due to bullying and almost did. This talk I have encountered, what this post is about, is just the same as the things I heard back then. That is why I write this essay about this HUGE problem being ignored, shunnes, hushed away and locked in a closet in nowhereland.
If anyone calls me a crybaby then ... Please look in the mirror every day and tell yourself you are worthless, you are horrible at what you do, you should surrender, you suck and please do say things in a different language (horrible things) about you, if you ever get a bad comment at work or school do please take it literally and personally every time and every day and see how you feel after a while. If you feel great you are a minority, a psychopath and well, cannot understand, but if you do have a heart, you will feel bad. If you are a heartless soul who lives out of draining others of their happiness then you won't care either. And then LoL's PvP scene was built for you. There you can shine baby. Since some people will listen and they will cry, they will take your words to their heart. They might do what you want. Stop playing. Or maybe go off themselves? Blood on your hands, yummy.Good for you then. You have accomplished your task in life, spreading the hate and misery to anyone who listens.
This example says it all. "Go killyourself" "Useless Ahri" "Worthless" "You ruin everything" "Leave her to die" "Fuck her she knows nothing" "Surrender since she sucks"(this after a minute in game).... Is that suppoused to help????
I hate you riot for not doing anything. NO news NO NOTHING about this bullying. It could be so fun to play this, it is ok to be annoyed in game and say things, what happens all the time to me and others - is NOT ok. This is different. This is horrible, offensive, bullying, school yard and you are alone surrounded by assholes shouting at you since you kicked the ball wrong. And you just wanna play and learn to kick the fucking ball. But you can't since you are too pathetic accourding to them. And all alone, you eventually start to believe, since you are truly ALL ALONE. And you wonder, is this life? Is this how gaming is like? Is life worth it? Is this gaming worth it? BIG NO. NO OTHER GAME INVOLVING PEOPLE HAVE EVER HAD THIS MUCH CRAP. I am older than 14 so I know. Money is pumped into this game all the time which sucks so bad. Mega money machine monster. Heartless. Look at the championships though, they honor each other, they seem to lift each other, evolve, learn. What happens daily for all others? Oh yea, venom venom venom.
So tired of you riot for creating the perfect toxic outlet and hand out an open playfield where they can bully, target, freeze out, call names, be as rude as they can and get away with it.
So tired of it. And there are no excuses.
Just read this quote: "And honestly, if you can't win a single game in lvl 30, they YOU SHOULD create a smurf, because you obviously didn't learn the game properly. Better to pubstomp then make life miserable for people in ranked games. By a player who will remain unnamed. "
Please do that so you don't step on the mean people's toes.....MY GOD. YOU COULD RUIN THEIR DAY! BY TRYING TO HAVE FUN! OMG. The undertone is : YOU SUCK. For those who cannot read between lines.
This is toxic against the makers of this game, the game designers, the big ones deciding. Releases Echo, my god.. Not something useful like fixing this constant fucking problem . Smurf account since I suck? WHY? Geez this game is not made to be fun AT ALL. Heartbreaking. Since I care about other players and me, first and foremost since I am not an asshole or an idiot and am always truthful and genuine. Still the hate.
I HATE THIS POST. I HATE HAVING TO WRITE IT RIOT. GAMES ARE FUN AND COMPETETIVE. NOT TOOLS FOR BREAKING PEOPLE'S SELF ESTEEMS AND MAKING THEM SO FUCKING DISHEARTENED THEY AVOID PLAYING/KILL THEMSELVES/OR JUST GET JADED AND BECOME WHAT THEY HATED BEFORE THEY BECAME "GOOD" IN PVP. SO TIRED OF YOU AVOIDING THIS. YOU MAKE SO MUCH MONEY OUT OF ALL THE CHAMPIONSHIPS YOU CAN AFFORD TO CARE. YOU HAVE THOUGH FUCKING PROVEN YOU ARE RICH ENOUGH TO SAY SCREW YOU TO PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAVE A HEART AND SOUL AND THEIR HEARTS AND SPINES INTACT.
Therefore I say screw you back and leave you stranded. Smurf account or not. Could not care less anymore. Every single pvpgame....No excuses. Toxic bs. Note to most players and riot. Grow up and look at who you want to be. A jaded, red eyed, killer of hearts and souls or a confident, truthful person who treats others as you want to be treated. Cruelty does not equal power. Cruelty is a lonely world and word and not something "cool", kids...
Just think about it. Won't be hearing from you uever again. You won't lose anything with me leaving. Just a drop in the ocean. Hey, that is something a player in pvp could've said to me. You don't matter, just a drop in the ocean. ... No excuses.
But I digress, Riot, you prove something if you ignore the cries of pain in this post.
Nice getting to know how the bullying felt like again, brings me back. Glad they did not break me or made me change into what they where like what happens in LoL-pvp. Glad I care. Sorry you simply don't. But that's not my problem. Gonna dance in the rain and be happy, find way back to nicer mmorpgs. Not play and be miserable here. If I do play I won't play with this name ever again. It is just ruined by bad people putting me down. And bad game planning for people at my level and experience. This post contains all the toxicity I have. And a way to fix it. Guessing you won't fix it, read this or care at all, Riot. The most important feedback you ever could get is right here. But yea, lack faith in that happening. New characters are nicer to fix fast. (Sarcasm)
Mintybow / one of your billions of players over and forever out. Thanks for breaking my heart. Thanks for making me rise above it and stay true. Peas'n'love to those who have been kind to me while playing. Karma will bite you sooner rather than later, trust me (you play LoL) to everyone else.
PLEASE BE NICER FFS. Took me a decade to understand I was not ugly or worthless. Actions and words=consequences.
Again, Actions and words=consequences, Riot. New slogan: League of Legends, BILLIONS PLAY, a handful shine, a handful die, a vast majority bully you to a bloody carcass, a handful are nice. Come play with us? We promise to be nice! Billions of beginners and quitters cannot be wrong, right???? WINK. Geez. Get with the fucking program and do some good with your resources. That's the "cool" way to go. No more echoes in the abyss....