I continue to be a bad player and I dont want to be, pls help PLEASE!
I know im not everyone's cup of tea, I dont get along with people in real life either, i understand that. What I dont understand is how to get better... I dont care about winning at the game, i just would really love to stop getting bans on all my accounts. I'm not sure what Im doing wrong, and i think that might be part of the problem. Please, someone help me, i dont want to be the problem, and im confused as if iam or not.
To be fair I do rage sometimes, I get punished and then i tend to rage for many games everytime im punished, i know this is bad but i get so mad i cant stop myself. Please any help about this too., my chat logs to follow
Game 1 Pre-Game cllesh: both teams banned him u dont think hes a good ban? cllesh: he is a good ban cllesh: dude play the game cllesh: did u just talk shit to ur support cllesh: so its cool for him to troll u support him cllesh: ok fiune cllesh: lets fuckign do this cllesh: i was ok with mid trolling man, u though, u pushed me over the edge In-Game cllesh: ya shit talk ur support some more, im sure its going to help cllesh: keep talking shit about ur support see how that works out cllesh: jhin hasnt stopped cllesh: i have never been called useless more times by a team than this cllesh: jhin, elise, thresh verbal abuse from pregame to now and prob beyond cllesh: calling ur support useless is indeed insulting cllesh: i pinged u olaf cuz i dont think ur trolling cllesh: im sry u didnt se it cllesh: k cllesh: i guess im muting the last person, and since u also insulted me ya... shame man cllesh: i totally agree olaf, not everything is an insult, being called useless is, being called a pussy is.... cllesh: i dont care why u did anything man, u violated the rules just like they did cllesh: follow the rules then no problem cllesh: no cllesh: there are rules and we all are suppose to follow them cllesh: im jus sry cuz i thought u were a better player, but u putting more shit on a player ur team is already insulting shows low cha cllesh: i care more about fun and team winning, when ur entire team insults u, its a done game imo cllesh: does it matter, they already did cllesh: and they did so because they are never punished cllesh: once u have kids u will see the coralation cllesh: they are testing boundries cllesh: and since they are never stopped they keep pushing cllesh: ok cllesh: im mute u i guess and wait, ty for some conversation Post-Game cllesh: wp cllesh: yes i am cllesh: because i was disapointed that u would insult ur own team? cllesh: im sry u feel that way cllesh: ok cllesh: ok cllesh: ok cllesh: u understan i dont care what u say yes? cllesh: ok cllesh: ok Game 2 In-Game cllesh: hahaha, did u just quit at 5 secs into the game? cllesh: and zed is insulting his own team... man cllesh: well, good luck yall, im mute and wait cllesh: blue buff transfer complete cllesh: full mana cait, can u plse put down some trasp cllesh: no traps no heal cllesh: no wait for yuumi, im roaming cllesh: u didnt wait for me i was right there cllesh: u care so little about me, then im roam cllesh: cait didnt want me bot, she even bought boots and left me at fountain cllesh: they wont cllesh: they are competeing in hwho can troll more atm Post-Game cllesh: ur allowed ur opinion like i am, but u didnt hear our chat or know what was going on on our side of things cllesh: no worries man cllesh: u do u cllesh: ok cllesh: ok, thank you for letting me know
PS: oh in case anyone cares this is a 25 game chat ban i think