I'm Amazed at How Toxic I Can Be in Rank Alone...

Recently got a chat restriction. It was for something like this:

Game 1: http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/2389416717/19082966?tab=overview Sky of Smiles: RUN Sky of Smiles: bitch mf can't cs Sky of Smiles: psh I'm backing I don't give a fk Sky of Smiles: you missed half cs Sky of Smiles: its not gonna matter if i stay or not Sky of Smiles: they're not killing you anytime soon Sky of Smiles: thats why I rush Sky of Smiles: medal Sky of Smiles: use your trinket Sky of Smiles: mines cd Sky of Smiles: I GOT NO TRINKET Sky of Smiles: FOR THAT BUSH Sky of Smiles: WTF YOU PINGING FOR? Sky of Smiles: you started boots Sky of Smiles: who cares Sky of Smiles: what you say Sky of Smiles: just tell your cable provided to go fk themselves Sky of Smiles: and report their shit to your local goverment Sky of Smiles: ziggs has ulti Sky of Smiles: press alt and click your ping Sky of Smiles: like that Sky of Smiles: i don't see it I don't believe it cait Sky of Smiles: i don't like liars Sky of Smiles: i'm already tilted Sky of Smiles: by this cait Sky of Smiles: nobody cares about your stream Sky of Smiles: press alt Sky of Smiles: and click your ping Sky of Smiles: when it lags Sky of Smiles: noc's playing with lag too Sky of Smiles: i don't see him whining Sky of Smiles: shit ppl in this elo can't last hit Sky of Smiles: report this cait Sky of Smiles: she throwing bot Sky of Smiles: she throwing top Sky of Smiles: whats next Sky of Smiles: throw mid? Sky of Smiles: cait you're trying really hard to lose this game for us Sky of Smiles: saw wu there before Sky of Smiles: noc Sky of Smiles: this cait Sky of Smiles: from what I see Sky of Smiles: is trying to intent throw game Sky of Smiles: don't listen to her calls Sky of Smiles: relax Sky of Smiles: i'll report you cait Sky of Smiles: yeah I saw mf and sion inc Sky of Smiles: i pointed out that she wasn't lagging Sky of Smiles: she went top to feed fiora 1 kill to snowball her Sky of Smiles: after feeding bot Sky of Smiles: she won't let kled group Sky of Smiles: ok she pinging me out Sky of Smiles: alright cait Sky of Smiles: thats what you want Sky of Smiles: not stressing over ppl like you Sky of Smiles: report cait Sky of Smiles: your fate is decided cait Sky of Smiles: hunter's potion on cait Sky of Smiles: i kind of don't care if cait loses Sky of Smiles: meh you win some you lose some Sky of Smiles: noc is only reason we're still in this Sky of Smiles: lay the traps Sky of Smiles: lay the traps Sky of Smiles: i'm trying to play to win Sky of Smiles: but I'll admit Sky of Smiles: i want cait to lose Sky of Smiles: i won't throw Sky of Smiles: but i want cait to lose Sky of Smiles: FK! Sky of Smiles: there goes perfect game kda Sky of Smiles: it doesn't make up for shit when allies die Sky of Smiles: cause of poor Sky of Smiles: mechanics Sky of Smiles: or intent feed in cait's case Game 2: http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/2387605416/19082966 Sky of Smiles: alright lets get our asses back to gold this season Sky of Smiles: huh... Sky of Smiles: damn Sky of Smiles: alright guys Sky of Smiles: surrender at 20 Sky of Smiles: sry Sky of Smiles: bad keystone >_> Sky of Smiles: just went with generic jungle set up Sky of Smiles: you obviously there to help Sky of Smiles: domo Sky of Smiles: aligato Sky of Smiles: sup riv Sky of Smiles: fk you looking at? Sky of Smiles: report this xer for attempted feed Sky of Smiles: ty Sky of Smiles: GET EM BOI! Sky of Smiles: 2 for 1 Sky of Smiles: lost blue buff Sky of Smiles: no thats him going in 1v3 Sky of Smiles: she gettinb blue vs you Sky of Smiles: told you Sky of Smiles: gotta think ahead Sky of Smiles: riv dc? Sky of Smiles: she has tel Sky of Smiles: you wonder why I smite it Sky of Smiles: yeah i see him Sky of Smiles: i got 1.8k banked Sky of Smiles: i fking did so much dmg to mid turret Sky of Smiles: all me mid Sky of Smiles: taliyah roams bot Sky of Smiles: do something mid Sky of Smiles: the xer Sky of Smiles: no pressure Sky of Smiles: i pressure mid Sky of Smiles: all game Sky of Smiles: how the fk did you lose mid turre Sky of Smiles: first Sky of Smiles: maybe hec dc'd Sky of Smiles: help her Sky of Smiles: riv no coming Sky of Smiles: she all ining turet Sky of Smiles: pinged drag Sky of Smiles: you wanted to dive up to you Sky of Smiles: saw riv shoving top Sky of Smiles: gonna trade for obj Sky of Smiles: so is drag Sky of Smiles: i can get turret later Sky of Smiles: can you farm cs now jinx? Sky of Smiles: can you farm cs? Sky of Smiles: no Sky of Smiles: i don't think so Sky of Smiles: they just allowed varus to freeze bot Sky of Smiles: is your support giving you vis? Sky of Smiles: pinged you guys Sky of Smiles: you went in Sky of Smiles: thats a feed Sky of Smiles: nothing I can do vs feeders Sky of Smiles: report these feeders Sky of Smiles: 0/6 jinx Sky of Smiles: no Sky of Smiles: you went to follow xer Sky of Smiles: that was a bad call Sky of Smiles: you guys got caught in riv Sky of Smiles: when i pinged tal and hec Sky of Smiles: at mid Sky of Smiles: i don't mind if you want to lose Sky of Smiles: but i won't throw with you Sky of Smiles: in fact Sky of Smiles: tired of you guys Sky of Smiles: gonna just mute you all Sky of Smiles: this jinx not grouping Sky of Smiles: for infernal Sky of Smiles: dps running away Sky of Smiles: team not grouping Sky of Smiles: jinx you heavy Sky of Smiles: you're Sky of Smiles: 0/7 Sky of Smiles: no real cs Sky of Smiles: 150 at 25 Sky of Smiles: riv bot Sky of Smiles: team is split Sky of Smiles: varus is down Sky of Smiles: baron is up Sky of Smiles: team is bot Sky of Smiles: wu we baron Sky of Smiles: GG Game 3: http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/2387627938/19082966?tab=overview Sky of Smiles: good luck nasus Sky of Smiles: muting you ahead of time Sky of Smiles: they hard counter picked top Sky of Smiles: naut also prevented me from going yi Sky of Smiles: ty Sky of Smiles:  Sky of Smiles: ty for trying I guess at the end Sky of Smiles: rengar ganked at the standard 3min mark right? Sky of Smiles: thats what noobs get Sky of Smiles: you're not helping Sky of Smiles: Oh wells Sky of Smiles: got this Sky of Smiles:  Sky of Smiles: thats what happens when allies don't help Sky of Smiles: cait was afk Sky of Smiles: yeah I assumed allies coming Sky of Smiles: i also assumed youw anted to win Sky of Smiles: 6more mins Sky of Smiles: up to you Sky of Smiles: can't win with this lux Sky of Smiles: she pinged me to leave bot Sky of Smiles: then they killed you guys Sky of Smiles: rift herlad Sky of Smiles: is up Sky of Smiles: thats what happens Sky of Smiles: when allies no help Sky of Smiles: they pick you off 1 by 1 Sky of Smiles: how about playing smart Sky of Smiles: like you have a mini map Sky of Smiles: not saying i gave them those two drag Sky of Smiles: but if team not there Sky of Smiles: you can lose Sky of Smiles: they will keep picking you off Sky of Smiles: just saying Sky of Smiles: you guys want to keep split Sky of Smiles: they will keep picking Sky of Smiles: i'm not gonna 1v5 Sky of Smiles: you guys won't work as a team Sky of Smiles: baron is up Sky of Smiles: 15s rengar Sky of Smiles: then lose baron Sky of Smiles: window Sky of Smiles: rengar up Sky of Smiles: can't baron now Sky of Smiles: report nasus for rage quitting Sky of Smiles: alos he intentionally fed early game Sky of Smiles: gg wp Sky of Smiles: should of surrendered 7mins ago Sky of Smiles: gg

1. I talk too much.
2. I didn't try to win these games after a certain pt.
3. This is low ELO crap.

If you want the replays, I'd be glad to provide them if you tell me how. While I acknowledge I was toxic, I'm trying to figure out at what point did it start in these games - is there something in particular that occurs which tilts me? Cause when I look at this, I know I tried to start each game on a positive note. I'm not necessarily angry at every little thing my allies do or fail to do even though I know it can add up. It seems like its the big mistakes which gets me over the edge, but it being low ELO, I think I should also know that the concept of a big mistake can vary depending on how hard the enemy capitalizes on it (if I'm playing a carry like Yi vs a support like Soraka) and that the game can still be won.