Got Perm Banned

Hello, I just got perm banned for toxic behaviour. I lost 2 games in a row because of few mistakes our team made, got tilted a bit then did poorly in the 3rd game. I tried to keep myself calm but since the beggining of the match I was hetting flamed by my teammates for every mistake I made. They kept saying how I was boosted trash and should never play ranked anymore.

They said to the other team on all chat that I inted from min 1 of the game and how the only reason we were losing was because they had me in team. I was taking all the blame for the game and got flamed hard. They pushed me into the position where I said few things I propably shouldn't just to defend myself from being attacked by everyone. However most of things I said in chat weren't aimed at any person in the game. The only words aimed straight at other people are marked by "@".

Even tho i was getting flamed I did my best trying to somehow win the game, didn't go afk or let the enemy team kill me for free. I never inted in my games and never went afk even if I was losing hard.

I wanted to ask here on forum what does community think about my suspension and if it was fair in your opinion. I'd like to create a discussion in comments. Here are the chat logs I received after getting banned:

Game 1 pretty hurts: random trash taking my lb from me pretty hurts: kek pretty hurts: a free kill for you pretty hurts: can i go afk pretty hurts: please pretty hurts: please? pretty hurts: can i pretty hurts: random trash is winning now pretty hurts: xddd pretty hurts: fun pretty hurts: im afk aswell pretty hurts: bye pretty hurts: w/e im afk pretty hurts: best rework ever even a brainless trash can pickup lb now pretty hurts: sad pretty hurts: 7 min left pretty hurts: open mid? pretty hurts: im 2v1 pretty hurts: this bitch cant 1v1 pretty hurts: ever with feed pretty hurts: but twitch is here 24/7 pretty hurts: we cant pretty hurts: she got f pretty hurts: and R W pretty hurts: fun @ pretty hurts: ? @ pretty hurts: i used it @ pretty hurts: you are pathetic pretty hurts: r twitch @@ pretty hurts: muted @@ pretty hurts: trash riven player @@@ pretty hurts: u dare to talk @@@ pretty hurts: ape @@@ pretty hurts: 3/15 botlane talks about me inting pretty hurts: K

@ what I said to our Riven after she started pinging me when I died from enemy LB and she started flaming me and said that I have ult @@ Riven started flaming me again after I died @@@ our 1/10 thresh started flamed me and said in all chat that I was inting since the game started