fight my way all the way to promos and then...
4 full feeders in both promo games back to back and this is okay. just take up up the bum and move on right? fine its time to 
4 full feeders in both promo games back to back and this is okay. just take up up the bum and move on right? fine its time to 
Posting this in PB implies that, by "feeders", you mean "intentional feeders", yet I'm not really seeing that in your last two games. Poor teammates, sure, but no inting.
He might be a good jungle pick. He has been picking up recently with a new build.
Your mentality is why for much of my time in Ranked I was stuck in Bronze. I know it's not 100%, but think of being positive as eating the right foods before a race. Sure, you're about as fast either way, but with the wrong food you can get a cramp, you can burn out or you can bloat and reduce your time just enough to get 2nd place instead of first.