@riot tantram - can you answer a doubt I have?

Look I'm not a perfect player but never in my life I got banned for anything behavioral ( once by leave buster when I was level 20 or something like that years ago)

Recently I think I have been way more toxic than usual but even so I never got punished?

I'm not asking for punishment but could you explain me using my account as example what kind of player I am and how you guys see this kind comparing with people that actually gets punishment.

I know that if I'm not under real life stress I can be a very nice person and I honestly know that most of the time my team is actually full of good people and I am the shit guy messing everything.

Can you talk about it? I give you permission to post examples from my chat logs. If I'm too toxic I'm sorry to everyone. It's not like I'm like that all the time.