Haven't been banned on this account

I went by DarianEX a couple years ago, which was my main account was banned for toxicity and abusive behavior. I took time away from league, and some other video games and seeked help with my mental illness, and I became better. I was toxic because of stuff going on in my life, not due to the game, the game just agitated me more and now, though Im not 100% better, Im less toxic and not taking it out on anyone in the games I play. I've reached honor level 3( or 4 dont remember) last season within a few months. Man I was one toxic bugger back in the day. Im saying this is because, Ive changed, and the person in the past is not the person I really am now. Life gets in the way, and things were falling apart and I took it out on people online. And I apologize, I don't want my account back...OK MAYBE I DO but I dont expect it back (even though I had a ton of Mastery 7 , I think around 24ish) but I would like my name back so I can use it on the account I use now instead, if thats possible... I would like to redeem my name thats all, and maybe talk to a few buddies I havent talked to in years! Anyways. Like I've said, I'm not expecting my account back and I'm fine with that. I worked hard on my new account as well. Just figured I'd let you guys know that not every toxic person online is an A**hole.

Thanks for reading <3