I'm not really sure what you're trying to say with your first sentence, so I'll just skip that.
I probably should have mentioned that I did my best to mediate the game for the two players that griefed the match (they were arguing with each other before they started to "troll" and "feed"). It wasn't until the post game lobby that I really lost my cool. So I don't know.
A. I do want to win games.
and B. If you don't think intentional feeders demotivate the team or cause frustration then I don't know what to tell you. Because it's the absolute worst feeling when you and your duo partner are having a great game but then one or two players have to ruin it for others.
I won't lie and say I'm not "toxic", god I hate that word, but honestly, I do my best not to take it out on others. But when you're blatantly trying to ruin my game or my day, fuck you. I'm not going to let it slide. Sorry.
Not only did I get banned for 14 days, I also received a rank restriction (which I have never received). But the two that were also being "toxic" and ruining my game continue to play ranked games (based on their recent history). I don't think it's fair.