Demoted again (vent)

Why do I even try. I can't carry a game unless I'm the Santorin of silver, and what does that even mean? I've played over 1,000 games I can't even maintain gold. I've wanted to get far in the ranks for so long now, but it just blows up in my face every day. And as a jungle main, it's always my fault.

I wondered why people are so toxic sometimes but I think I've figured it out. So many feeders, so many arrogant opponents that talk trash in the post-game lobby, over and over revolving in 40 minute torture sessions of working with some of the worst people in the world for a cause gone in vain in the first 10 minutes. Is 10 minutes too soon for you? Well how about all the goddamn games that end in champion select because people think they're fuking faker with their new untested champion or just want to screw a game. And what does riot want us to do? PLAY THESE GAMES if we want a chance of reporting these people? If they gave two fuks they wouldn't have a system that exacerbates the issue.

And do you know how many report threats I've had toward me in over a thousand games compared to the amount of times I've been punished for it? Not once. What am I supposed to think about the people I report, and why the hell should we keep playing with people like this if riot won't ever take care of the problem properly anyway?

I know I have a lot to improve on, but this just isn't fun anymore. I once read about a season 1 master tier player who came back and quit league after 1 match. He was about to lose before the enemy team commited suicide under his fountain, and he walked down mid and ended the game as renekton. A gold game he should have lost. He's next to the top 300 who fluked out on a game like that and I'm supposed to stomp smurfs? What's the point.