toxic adc streamer needs your help

So i used to be your typical toxic adc main while i wouldn't tell people to die or anything like that i could get very passive aggressive and a bit angry on comms. so i decided i would change and start making this journey towards positivity with all of you if you would like to help with some advice and cheer me on i would really appreciate it lord knows league needs more positive players. www.twitch.tv/kagemyth <3 so far this is day 5 and its been a little hard