Slowly becoming toxic

Take a break. Honestly it's hard with all the trolls and jerks in this game. It's probably not even "toxxic". Probably just people being a bunch of pansies and abusing the system.

Right now this tribunal is all fucked up.

I will tell you right now that a break might not help you. I had the same issue at one point, I felt my self loose control of my anger bit by bit to the point that it turned to flat out depression every time I played the game. Look take it from me no mater how strong you are emotionally this place WILL break you eventually. Then again you might be stronger than me so the same rules might not apply. Still just remember leaving is always an option.

Punch something hard. Door's acceptable. Let out all the rage in you, don't keep it in. It's unhealthy.

I'm not toxic yet, but I can feel it slipping, everyday I start to care less. I've just been stuck in gold for so long going up and down between gold 5 and gold 1. I'm not a bad player, I'm just not consistent. I don't know what to do about it.