Riot i wish to confess my crime

Riot i wish to confess my crime of my last game (Ranked 5v5), I started a ranked match everybody chose their positions and i thought we needed a jungle, i waited until it was my time to chose, pantheon locked in, then i locked in shaco, i didn't notice that pantheon was jungle, my team then started to harass me, calling me unspeakable things, when the match started i told them it was a communication error, they still harassed me so for that game i decided to purposely feed, in my heart i knew they didn't deserve to win so i admit that i purposely fed by the time the feeding started mid kept harassing me,after i died twice all my allies just stood at the base harassing me, i know it was wrong for me to do it and id like to just take my punishment right now.

My body is prepared for the downvotes and the punishment.