Just a Rant

Let me just start by saying this is just a rant and i felt i needed a place to vent. sometimes saying what your feeling helps. and i need to do this every once in a while to keep sane. If your fine with my ranting then by all means, carry on reading.

I know the league community is in general really toxic. However when i play for weeks/months on end with ragers, flamers, toxic people that make me want to rip my eyes out with the things they say and do, it gets old... fast. I have been playing for a while now and i find that this game just isnt worth it anymore. The daily grind of playing every day just for that satisfaction of having one game where everyone is nice, no bm, no flaming, and even when one team looses they dont just say gg becuase that is what you do after a game, but they meant it because the gam was fun and it really, truely, was a good game. Riot... plz plz plz plz plz do something about this community.

As someone that has spent probably over a thousand dollars on this game and played just as many hours, I really dont want to stop playing. My motto for a long time, in regards to this game, was to keep my head up because tomorrow is a new day. But now i que up day after day and get the same shit , every damn time. It may not be LITTERALLY every time, but it really feels like it now because all the bad games get blended together and cover up the good ones.

The best way to describe how i feel is like this: "Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."-Albert Einstein. At this point i am legitamately thinking of quitting, the only thing keeping me here is my friends that for some reason still love this game and the fact that i poured alot of money into this game. I want to quit league. Not because I am not the best player and people kick my ass in this game all the time, not because every once in a while some random person is a douch/complete asshole on league of legends, but purely for the fact that at this point when i que up for a game, unless i am in a 5 man premade, i get one step closer to comitting suicide.

i am human

i have feelings

please, before you be a dick to someone. take a second and think about how your words and actions will affect this person

That being said i am taking a couple weeks off of league (the only game i play at this point). if you read the whole thing, thank you for hearing my thoughts

rant over

goodbye for a while riot, TrigerHappy100