Couldn't decide where to post this... (Ban Appeal)

I could not decide whether to post this in General Discussion or Misc so I decided misc. Riot doesn't seem to have a real Ban Appeal session (except Instant Feedback which as I read is not for my case) so now I may begin...

Greetings,

It has been half a year since the last time I've played League and I think I've taken my time since then and that I will finally be able to act like a normal person and be respectful towards my teamates (and opponents) and not spam and flame in chat like I used to.

So why I got banned you (may) ask? As I mentioned pure Spam with MAD messages (e.g wishing cancer and asking for ganks ,help, you know the regural, but after the first or second time of asking nicely I would start to get angry and flame (sometimes instantly (sadly)))

I cant lie about chat restrictions, I can say they helped but not when I was mad because I just wanted to type more, after chat restrictions I used to type less but that didn't last for long as you can tell.

I have also been given tips on how to avoid such situations in the future (arguing with teamates or avoid(ing) mocking(etc..) from opponents) which I know will help already. I was very disrespectful and harsh and I know the seriousnes of what I typing to people that were just playing the game. I don't know what else to say so everyone can tell that I've learned from my mistakes , I think that only the way I formed this ban appeal really helps itself , as for my self I know that I will be able to stop flaming in chat and be a new me If given one more chance so I can prove that I've changed

I forgot to mention some things about my ban. Type: Perma Ban Reason: Toxicity Date of ban: around January_ (I am sorry but I don't remember exactly) Chat history (explanation) Usually I start normally saying hi or nice skins or saying something funny warning my teamates (nicely) or trying to correct someone's mistake (whatever that is) after dying a couple of times and not getting any help after I've asked to... here's where it all starts wishing diseases telling my jungler to gank me in anger (don't get me wrong check my profile I am a good league player with a lot of potential and I don't have a reason to lie for that as you can check my FULL match history and not just my last games cause these were the ones that got me banned you can't see all my masteries with champions but I almost got 3 lvl 7's 2/3 for hecarim :() would say that we will lose if something doesn't happen (ganks etc) trying to comeback but because I would not get help because I was toxic and my team didn't really like me , and I am being honest here and not saying that they were bad (in some cases maybe..) losing complete control of lane (still wouldn't get help) flame my a** off "bg" "cancer pls"

Whoah that's one accurate example And I may repeat again that it's not my teams fault but also mine as I was having a negative attitude in general and that wouldn't help (neither that I would flame them) :(

I can answer questions if I forgot to mention something

It doesn't bother me if Riot is looking after me (seeing my chat history in every game after my ban since it will be nice and wont contain flame etc

I am Skull and this was my ban appeal (is this even correct use? Sorry if not)

Really happy to write this ban appeal (essay xD) and see your responses :)

I wasn't going to make an appeal but after I saw people coming back from perma bans for the exact some reason I thought I would give it a try :/