I absolutely fucking HATE playing on purple side

Why? You play with a locked camera don't you?

Then play a different game? Really, you have two options:

1. Try and convince a HUMONGOUS company that they should change their game to suit you
2. Find and play a game that does suit you in its current form

I think it's pretty obvious which one is worth your time.

i dont notice any difference o.O i personally prefer purple side because i can start blue+ 2 leash from bot side.

I used to feel the same way, and then I stopped playing with my screen locked. It's a very hard habit to break, but has made all the difference in my playing. If you aren't playing with your screen locked but still hate playing on purple side, then I don't know what to tell you. It's all in your head.

whats the difference? the map is symmetrical