Will make a note and will join next month. With the Ekko escapade, I am in a high state of Dislike with Ekko, and Riot League of Legends. {In the scenario below Ekko is a teammate on my team}
Basically, Riot and League of Legends presently allow Ekko to Champion more than one Champion at one time with his Turn the time backwards skill, which actually returned me to a lower state of health from where I healed myself and dodged 
, but only for Ekko to decide to take me in another round with low health up against Karthus, and died immediately as suck air or life out of his enemies. The skill for a teammate to kill their teammate or own the assist in killing me was a huge downfall with zero victorious winds to behold. {edits in the first two paragraphs}
I was support for the team, and teammates with FuryofThornsRedo for the specified scenario described above. What is most annoying is that I am support, I decide when is good for me to heal with my W, while other heals are in cool down reduction. I also decide when I want to appear as if I am feeding or trolling, while most of my deaths are when I decide to be a shield for my lane mates and take the blows at any level of health to secure the life survival chances for my teammates. More than salty, more as a Thorny state about the game scenario described above when a teammate decides is the correct time for me to die. {edit addition including this paragraph}
I could maybe help connect to a few friend resources, but I will not be on again until next month. Try not to give up! Note, I sound a similar story with few friends in school whom I could trust, though, given Riot League of Legends was non-existing at the time. Currently, I play as a loner, though there are now a few on a friend list I can take a few turns in shared battles with them on Summoner's Rift.
I hope you can find the tenacious strength inside of yourself to stay with Riot League of Legends so to Affirm, There is no one person in this world whom could ever control you from a social bullying aspect in reference to some of what you have shared.
Not too sure where you live, but there might be an online video gaming lounge you might be able to hang out at and maybe make friends with some of the more skilled as of know, build into better from friend'ing those people if they play League of Legends. Focus on your online video game focus game time attention to your abilities with the Champions you select. Focus on making all of yourself a strength, even though only you could maybe pinpoint some areas of improvement.
Dig into these boards. From your Bronze to another level, find those subject discussion comments, there are tons in here and read those first. Then maybe tailor one to your specific definitions of agility with abilities skill set you alone own, as we are all unique. Maybe take the time in your bedroom and make a list of positive Affirmations, or factual thoughts which no one person could ever take away from your right to exist. 
Try to be as honest with yourself as you possibly can allow, without any debilitative or negative thinking. To try for some examples is way more tough then making the moon cast out from my staff.
<> I am a human being and I am allowed to make mistakes; mistakes are lessons in disguise and lessons are saturated with knowledge.
<> I am a human being as well as anyone else; I am capable of sharing a social circle of friends where maybe some of my friends might need to dominate the social circle. A Why I am not going to learn for their reasons, for I am far beyond in definition as any of my friends.
<> When life and time might present to me experiences, I will continue to be as strong as I define myself to be, build myself up in character strength assets, & continue to survive in knowing I am the only person 100% in tune with & support with who I am!
<> If I am not embracing the honesty about myself, I try to reconfigure the reasons for the friction of honesty about myself, or learn slowly how I might be needing to embrace the honest facts about who I am. Sometimes the reasons for who I am are not my creations.
<> Only I know my needs (as when I am sick, Only I am first knowing when to vomit). Try to define who you are. A daughter , or son, maybe a sibling which are the core roles defining who you are. Try to know who you want to be with your friends, and if they are not wanting you to be that, then they can own the limited expectations of never being granted the experience of knowing fully everything you can be for your friends. Which, is OK. No they are not ruling who your are, they are being selfish in un-allowing you to fully display the level of awesome friend you could ever be to them.
<> In more than one aspect in life, there is no one person out there in life better than who you are as defined as the human being you allow yourself to be defined as. {A reassurance thought when I broke up with someone I was trying to date.}
<> The human being you portray yourself to be, is 100% your responsibility, so be equipped to accept the accountability of your actions and your self-guided decisions.
These are only a few of the Affirmations I am in tune with at all times and embrace daily as defining the human being I design myself to be, socially and when I want to be alone as the artist I am enjoying living as and learning about in life.
From: FuryofThornsRedo
, and screw up once and it's full on rage mode