league, ranked, toxicity; you and I

so it dawned upon me being a person who is generally toxic and due to my failed behaviour I was banned for two weeks and I have been thinking and came to the conclusion of why when I play I act a fool and it dawned upon me: ranked

Now hear me out I rage in all video games but only to a certain extent and this is what I mean by that. I played CSGO. I hit level 3. I decided not to go into ranked I mean why would i bragging rights no reward at the end of a season. it's pointless. and by not going into ranked I see no competition meaning i have no reason to bad mouth only to have fun. However in league when you load into game there's that border and the victorious skins that reward skill rather than behaviour. and in order to get these you need to win. if they are so focused on players not being Ill-mannered other than a a ribbon that is earned by othe players don't get me wrong I am in bronze and I'm quite glad because it matches me with people who are at my skill level. key word "my" skill level. however when I don't get that victorious skin it's kind of upsetting because I know no matter how much I try I will never make silver or even gold for that matter whether it be because of my skill level or behaviour it doesnt matter this game will only reward skill and only skill at the end of the day as much as they try to stomp out toxicity all this game promotes is how well you play as an individual not a team despite how much Riot likes to think they promote team work this game isn't designed for that or the people you played with would be rewarded as well at the end of the season except we have solo queue not a team building ranked.