The name change ideas don't sound too bad. I wouldn't know for certain because I don't watch/play/ interact with whatever form of media Wakfu is.
But on the other notes of your post, I don't know if you really are feeling discouraged/depressed, but if you are, remember there are people who care for you, and heck, I like your posts even though sometimes I don't understand them. I think of depression in a way like how John Denver put in in that song.
"Some days are diamonds, some days are stones
Sometimes the hard times won't leave me alone
Sometimes a cold wind blows a chill in my bones
Some days are diamonds some days are stones"
Just gotta remember that even though we all do feel down from time to time, it's only meant to be temporary.
Here's a saying that was told to me and my brothers when we were feeling down about life:
"You'll get your second wind. It's just around the corner." To me, that always meant that even though life was looking crappy in that particular moment, things were going to pick up, and they'd get good enough to where you'd hardly remember that time you were feeling down-trodden.
Feel free to add me, and we can play some games together. Fair Warning though; I live in one of the areas of the world covered by the Pacific Time Zone (UTC-8) and dependent on our time-zone differences, I may or may not answer a game request.