"You know Timmy, just... just... just pick
hide under turret, don't feed and get tanky. You press R and we all win, okay Timmy? Good boy"
I know this pain too well.
Can vouch
worst is when you are the only one being killed, and the rest is like, 1 death tops...and they win...
I know the feels. [zombie-brand-facepalm]
My first experience playing at high elo was when I was level 14 with some friends of the friend who got me to start playing... It didn't end well. Noob Vel'koz versus a diamond 5 Zed.