You know, maybe I'm just a shitty player.

But it seems that even though I play top lane and cannot influence what my bot lane and jungler do, the score is always "The enemy team has triple your kills in 15 minutes". And you think I'm kidding, but this has been the case for my past 2 days. Of course, my KDA's don't look great because they enemy team always manages to rotate perfectly, and tower dive me perfectly every time.

Hell, I just cannot even seem to care anymore because of how one sided my games are. It's always the enemy team completely spreading their ass cheeks on my bot lane, and taking a large shit all over their faces. It's funny because whenever I'm on the winning side, the game drags out and we almost lose every single time. I don't understand, again, maybe I'm the problem here, but I just do not have any fucking influence on my Vayne building first item Duskblade, then bitches at me because I'm on the other side of the map at 9 minutes.

For those who want to get to gold, don't fucking stress yourselves because it's utter hell. I was plat 5 solo, d5 flex on my other account last season, but it seems like I just cannot get out of gold 4 right now. I do not know why, maybe it's just a bad slump or continuous bad teammates and I'll get a 10 game win streak soon, I'm just blown away on how many games I'm losing that aren't even in my control.