1- So I can show where my confusion and frustration was and get an appropriate response. which your second response pertained to my question so I got an answer I was looking for from you and everyone else.
2- I actually did a bit of research on statistics for nautilus and his deaths. and 4 deaths apparently is actually average, not abysmal. But even if 4 deaths is terrible I would think I more than compensated for 4 deaths by participating in damn near 70% of my teams kills.
The other guys are saying wards also have to do with not getting an S. which I tried to go back in my match history but it hasnt been working for me for weeks. But I honestly don't recall warding to much. not in lane or roaming. Ekko was shoving my lane like crazy and even when roaming I guess I was so busy I straight up forgot. So if I missed it by wards I can accept that.
But I don't think I should've missed an S by my terrible CS score. Because their j4 was going off and then ekko switched up his strategy and started freezing lane. so he wasn't shoving my tower anymore. I then took the opportunity and started ganking mid and tping bot because j4 was playing great and was putting us behind especially my bot lane, it was tough for them. So I had to sacrifice csing to put the rest of the team back on their feet. I even switched roles and let Zed split push top So I could roam and participate with the team more since nautilus initiation is deadly.
If I really missed an S to my CS it almost makes me feel as if I was punished. For roaming to help my team when we were drastically behind in gold. I can admit though I think I did forget to ward and I missed on alot of CS but I was only doing it for what I thought was the greater cause. I know for a fact if I didn't start roaming early to help my team out we would've lost for sure. I feel like I should be rewarded for trying to be a team player not punished. Idk I could be wrong but that's just how I feel