Why is this game such fucking cancer?

I need to downvote you because I am against trivializing diseases. Nonetheless, even though I myself , my deceased Paternal Grandfather and a Granduncle of mine who is a Jesuit priest(You got why I am agnosticist I would very much appreciate the existance of a Benevolent Omnipotent Omnisciencent God but I very much doubt the existence of one and I fail to understand how could there be one) himself all suffer from cancer.

Myself in the Right CerebelloPontine Angle of the Brainstem. My Grandfather prostate My Maternal Grandmother's Older Brother in the liver.

Remember I never wrote down anything. I get extremely seething to the extent I wish cancer to my Friend and my five years Younger Brother's friends for breaching an agreement of how a custom will unfold.

Maybe the game community bleached my feelings to the point I feel happier wishing Cancer(through Skype always never Written) than I feel Offended by it... I find it nice even though I did not use to. I feel cynical and guilty.

I want support's help but I cannot log in....

Always Verbally never Written but an Offence is an Offence.