I HATE this game

I have been playing League of Legends since mid S3, When Jinx and Thresh came out. I have enjoyed most of the experience, the challenge, the competitive nature, the strategy... I feel like it's been interesting, and I used to feel like I had an impact on every game. Now I feel like I get punished for every mistake I make. I used to be rewarded for playing my lane well, farming, getting ahead. Now I feel like every mistake sets me way back behind what is reasonable.

What I'm trying to say is that apart from the toxic community, apart from the expectation that pro play will play the same as regular ranked, apart from all the other problems that need attention, I think that if you are 2 levels ahead of a champ, you are not equally ahead as if you are 2 levels behind a champ.

Just one of the multitude of issues with this game, maybe one day you will settle into something that can be worked with without changing main champs, or even roles, every week. I'm tired of it all and I won't be playing ever again, so I can't expect a reply, but I live in hope. GG RIOT. I hope you are happy with the life you've chosen for yourselves.