Players you play with and agains

Hi Riot

I've started this game a copple of years ago, but haven't played it much sins a copple of months now. Once i'm lvl 30 i started to get more intrest in this game and play it more. But i'm not really enjoying it anymore because of the players i play with and the players i play against. They make me feel worthless or even the persone that maid them lose. They don't nesserely do that by flaming on me, or saying that i should uninstal lol and never come back ... But its just a feeling i have myself. Or i get in games were i get carried hard or i get in games were i'm the one who is feeding. because i'm the weakest of my team and in my lane the oppo is the strongest of their team. I know you put lower elo players toggeter with higher elo players in normal games, so that they can learn form the beter players. But in fact this is not working for me because the skill gab is to big. I haven't played much ranked games (infact only 2) and i have to play agains gold and diamant players(in normals)? This just isn't right. The games were i feel usefull in , well ... I can't even remember them. so yea this is making me feel like quiting this game because i can't imporve anymore because i get owned or carried. and i can't enjoy it anymore. The only thing i can do to get fun out of my games again is making an other account. But I don't like doing that because i putted so much time and money into this acoount, that i don't feel like starting all over again and feel more like just leave this game. I hope you can do someting about this or atleast take the time to see my pain. Even if i quit i still hope you will take this info and do someting with it for new players that don't play this game 24/7.

Greetings from a newb sumonor Xuxoi