How do I get better at the game????
Every single game, I lose lane. Sometimes I win because some other person carries me. I honestly win more than I lose because someone carries me, makes my MMR go up so I just keep getting paired against better and better players. So I get wrecked harder and harder. And so my team always rages and is toxic at me, "GG Bot Lane is shit", etc. But I dont know what to do, I keep trying to be better but I lose lane every single time. I ask people for tips they just tell me "kill yourself" because the community is so toxic. I can't stand this game, it is impossible to get better and being bad at the game is worse than genocide.
To borrow a phrase from John Heisman, "Gentlemen, it is better to have died a small boy, than to feed this lane." Any tips????????