uncarriable silver 5
Lots of people saying there's no elo hell or whatever, if you aren't good you belong where you are. I always believed those but after all these consecutive losses in silver 5 I start to doubt now. I feel like in order for me to win I need to HARD CARRY every game. Like totally stomp every lane by myself, which is impossible to do every single game. I mean I'm not a diamond player stuck in silver, but I definitely stomp my lane every single game along with lots of first blood. I play top so I try to roam mid to help whenever the wave is pushed, but there's just so much I can do. I feel like every game I am matched with an opposing team whose skill level is far superior to any of my teammates except me. I know people would blame me for attributing my own defeat to my teammates, but seriously I've averaged 12.7 kills 6.6 deaths 6.6 assists in the past 29 games, and still can't even win half of those. I lose with 11/3, 17/6 records, and im not ks at all. I do everything in the best interest of the team, like sacrificing myself to tank and get a tower, engaging as a squishy (ends up dying a lot) because everyone in my team is scared and no one engages if I don't. In my recent memory I've only won games where I went 29/5, 14/0. Games where I completely stomped every lane before 20 min. But i can't do this every single game, and whenever i don't stomp and try helping all over the map by sacrificing my own tower i get a team record of 8/20 by 15mins, because of a 0/4 adc, 0/5 support, and a jungler who doesn't gank. I often feel like as a laner I gank more than my jungler does. My death increased a lot recently because I'm so fking frustrated about this game, that I'm searching for every opportunity to HARD CARRY and STOMP regardless the risk. Because this has been the case that if I don't fking stomp, I lose. Even in winning games I often have a worse team score than the opposing team. Is there really elo hell? Should I really duo to climb the ladder? I had a 70% normal winrate before, now it's a despicable 35% in ranked. fml.
will average twice as many assists as you do in won games.