Explain to me what im doing wrong please.. halp...(Warning: Lot's of reading)
Please give me a legit feed back, nothing troll, no trash talking, just please tell what I'm doing wrong and how I can help my team or just win a fucking game sorry but I just been so tilted from this.
Alright
So this is actually my smurf, well im not that good my main is only Gold 3 which is not even that big. But okay so literally two-three weeks ago I was getting literally 5-6 win streaks, and you know.. because of placements I got placed Bronze 5 xD even though I had this account at Silver 1 Last Season. Okay so this being said, I was having okay bronze teammates, they knew how to listen, they fought well and everything. I was rarely Bm matter of fact I don't say a single word throughout the game, I only just ping and I say Gj if a team gets a kill or when someone tries ganking or when im roaming is when i only talk, or if a teammate is asking for something. SO that was literally 2-3 weeks ago.....
NOW starting just literally a week in a half ago I have been getting THE SHITTIEST TEAMMATES IN HISTORY AND I BEEN GETTING SO BM BUT I JUST CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF. LITERALLY MY MMR IS SO GOOD IM GETTING 20-23 LP A GAME AND I LOSE ONLY 15-17 If I lose, oh my god.. I been getting the worst teammates ever. Like literally solo que is so bad for me I only want to duo with my best friend, like why do i get these bad teammates who dont listen? Like literally every game I play, I get fed so hard!? But but.. no no no if I get fed, My top laner and Jungler?! Somehow just feeds a Olaf, OR A YI Or a Garen OR A XIN ZHAO? Like super hyper carries and Bruisers my teammates always feed? And im like Yasuo or Zed cause they are my best mid laners and those are the two mid laners that got me to gold but I dont main mid I main the Jungle actually. SO LITERALLY I play Lee Sin (who also I got to Gold 5 with as a jungle) and someone who helps the team!? Like Ekko, Or Zac Or Vi, and i already heard it before and it's exactly what I do. If I gank and it's a confirmed kill, I always give the kill to the laner, I try not to take the kill unless they are too far away from the laner so thats when I take the kill. Otherwise I always try to get my lanes fed but SOME HOW? THE LANERS ALWAYS LOSE LIKE THEY CANT EVEN LANE PROPERLY AND ALWAYS GET SHITTED ON. Dude like seriously they get fed and still lose lane, like I literally Cant camp baby sit every lane thats losing, I dont have Mach Speed or Tp that has 0 cool down. Like everyone just blames the jungler(which i know basic bronze people blame the jungler cause they didnt gank enough) But okay what you want me to do? I was top lane cause they were struggling, now you need me mid and bot lane spamming the assistance ping? Like im not gonna fucking teleport there. I been getting people like Nasus who only have like 200 stacks at like 25 Minutes and they think they are gods and 2v1 or 3v1 and lose? Like every bronze player thinks if they got two kills or they are ahead by kills it's okay to just 2v1 or 3v1 by themselves and just go lane and get caught out? Like okay even if they dont listen to me, like the smart bronze people I get, they ping to and the other teams still wont listen. Like I know gold was bad, but I honestly think Bronze is causing my blood pressure to just honestly spike, even my girlfriend can tell I been getting saltier easily. Anyway..enough of my rant.
So i been starting to get teammates who just constantly feed or dont even listen, so im wondering? What do i do? What did i do wrong? Im fed? I do so good with Yas,Zed,Ekko,Lee? But I cant 1v5? I need a team? I cant team fight myself or just hit off some godly play like a LCS player im only gold 3 Lol, like what can I do? No body listens now so i was on a 6 loss streak, finally won but then next game MY TOP LANER FEEDS AGAIN? Like why, I understand you just died twice to your laner top lane, so you know what you do now if you're riven? Or Nasus or Renekton? Just go full tank? But nopeee they dont listen.. "Oh Im behind but let me keep building damage so I can try to come back but still get shitted on". Is it the champs im playing? Or Am i just not skilled enough to 1v5? Or What? Like What Do i do, I am honestly just trying to get this account to gold like my main and later on sell it, because Im 18 in college, good job,good life,Athletic,Im healthy, I healthy relationship and we are going to move in soon together, so like.. Im trying to get this account to gold ASAP, like wtf Do i do? Like I just need to get the fuck out of this hell? But I dont know what to DO? Like Should I just go into desperation mode? And just play Garen or Yi until Like I hit Silver then play all my normal champs or what? Like I don't know what to do please give me some legit feed back Cause I need to know what the hell im doing wrong.
Thanks for reading my complaint.