Why riot should delete leauge of legends

This game makes me angry i am a bi-polar depressed person this game makes me want to eat razor blades and wash it down with lemon juice i am a fucking wet card board 7 fucking player yes i am very aware so is 80% of the game ever wonder why?This is because once you get out i have compassion for this game so much and i love it but fuck dude i have considered buying a booster but then i say no because its not my skill that got me to that rank and i know that in all of these game i could have played better yeah but when i see my team not doing well me wining feels kind impossible and i recently got hacked and i just really am depressed and angry i have gotten no help from riot i spent 450 on that account and i dont get any help cmon riot feels bad P.S anyone down to coach i need help comment below