I am terrible at League. Holy Money Jesus
Straight up, I am terrible at League.
The only thing I can properly do is Support and even that is something I am kinda awful at. I can do Leona, Thresh, Janna, Sona, and even Nautilus, some decent plays and some lucky awesome engages.
But if I ever try picking up Top, It ends up being something like going Fizz, getting out CS'ed and pushed back by Teemo, never having enough damage because I dont get any gold, and at level 15 when my whole team has most of their items built I am still over here sitting with few pieces of MR and MR Boots. Its kinda ridiculous. I end up going 2/18/"wish this number was my Kills". Or Shen and get completely wipes out by mundo. Or I go Ryze and Heimerdinger just makes my mouse hover over the leave button every time I die.
Jungle. Nunu getting farmed by Master Yi. Nuff said here I think. (represents all my jungle experiences)
Mid is me pretty much being free food for their Jungle, so I have 2 choices: Try to CS and get eaten, or sit by the turret and get almost no xp, until level 6 where my turret does nothing for one-shots. Least games played in Mid, but the experience is like being spooked by a roller coaster. Once you get spooked you will prolly never wanna go on that ride again.
I have yet to ADC for any game, and thank goodness. I cannot play any of the ADC's in Arams so this would be a nightmare having me ADC for the team.
Like, this sure sounds like a QQ forum post, and it prolly is. I am still straight up frustrated with the game, and the fact that I cannot pick up the simplest concepts no matter how hard I try, no matter how many hours I put in, no matter how many replays that I watch...
I can play HoTs just fine, but League is somehow difficult. Its not even the items, and the champs are more-or-less similar in some ways, but when I get behind league its like an inevitable loss is about to strike, unless I am forces to play Support.
(Another example, WoW as an MMO I can do easily for PvP, but GW2 as an MMO PvP I simply cannot possibly do at all)
Frustration is present because I cannot think of a logical reason to explain why I blow at this game, and with no concrete reason idk what to work on, so I kinda jump from game to game and fail with no change in strategy because I simply dont understand what I did wrong. I watched streams and looked up builds and guides, yet I cannot replicate, mirror, or mimic anything that the top players, even average players do.