Riot Pls Remove AutoFill in ranked

Literally I've lost so many games because of stupid autofill in ranked. What the heck are you thinking riot? When I play ranked, I want to play what I WANT TO PLAY AND WHAT I FEEL COMFORTABLE PLAYING. I'll take the longer fing q time then got auto filled a role I don't know how to fing play and throw the game. Why can't you just for the love of god let me play what I actually want to play. I'm fine with being autofilled in a normal game every once in a while but in ranked? That's a bunch of BS right there. I hate having to fing dodge in a ranked q to avoid me getting a lose.... but wait you gave me the loss anyway. When you dodge a ranked game in your promos it just gives you a loss now. Cmon really? It's the fact that autofill IN RANKED EXISTS THAT I HAD TO DODGE ANYWAY. This may just be a rant but someones gotta agree with me that autofill in ranked is plane dumb. Rn, I'm autp fill protected in norms... but not in ranked? Like really?