Someone who isn't a pro on the Rift (rant)

I am low bronze. I know I will not be a pro. It isn't being negative, just honest. It does not diminish how much I care about playing well. I want to get better. I have played a few ranked games, lost mostly as you probably guessed by my ranking. I do not intentionally feed. I do try to not be stupid, sometimes I fail. I try to stick with a champ for awhile to get a good feeling for them even if I am not doing great with them. I feel bad when I am not doing well. I get worked up as much as anyone. No one is as hard on me as I am on myself.

 I have taken some time off from ranked because I was getting a lot of flak in game about how I was useless and feeding and the like.  I have played ARAM a lot lately.  It is quick and has given me a chance to play many many many different champs and see how they work.  It does not give you good game play tactics and experience, but it is so darn fun.  

 I have been playing just normal games.  I miss the ranked play though.  It is honestly more intense than normal play.  I don't miss how negative everyone is there when you aren't doing great.  I am there to learn, give me decent pointers, not just degrade me for making mistakes.  I know that my runes are probably an issue as well, I am working on that.  Realize that most bronze levelers are there for a reason, we are here to get better not to just be told how bad we are.  I am not naïve.  I know that there are legitimate feeders out there.  But try to give some help actually.