I can't be the only one that feels this way..

Im tired of being teamed up with people that dont have common sense. I have been playing this game for 3 years and it has just made me a bad person. You dont get rewarded or any bonus for trying hard in a game full of retards. You just lose points and lose time. It drives me crazy, and theres no fuckn point. The only solution i found was to just yell at people and maby they will stop playing or get better. Honestly cant remember the last time i lost a game and learned from the loss, or realized i could have done things better. My losses are 100 percent because i dont participate in 4v5's, and i have a negative attiude when im teamed up with players that just feed and obviously need a lot more time in normals. It blows my mind that the only way you can advance is through wins.. when its a TEAM sport. Ive gone 22/0/15 AND STILL LOSt. My point is i had any motivation to just play hard the whole game i would. Maby I need to be a better teacher ? the thing is a HATE explaining things to people.. maby thats my problem? someone please help.