So the ranked season rewards have been announced...
And I was so hyped because I finally achieved Gold 5 this season.
However, I just decayed to silver after a 4v5 and it's been a downhill from there and i'm at 0 lp silver 1 now. I know I dropped because of my mmr decaying but please don't give me anything toxic or I think I will actually blow up from stress and shit. I feel like shit and I don't think I'll be able to win with this mentality, but I know I was at gold and did deserve it during the time there. I was just wondering if I'll get the season rewards because I peaked there, or I'll have to shake myself back up and climb again to get the rewards.
Idk I've never felt this sick and angry and upset and sad for a long time. Thanks in advance