I can't be good with Riven
Hey, i recently got level 30 btw. So i've bought Riven almost a week ago now, since then, i've been playing her nonstop. I lose every single game when i play her(except a 2-3 wins and wins against bots). I don't know what i do wrong but i always lose top, and then the game. I've been playing her nonstop, read a ton of guides over and over, asked my friends for advices, tried my own strategies and nothing ever worked. Everyone seems good with her, everytime there is a good Riven in the game, they say they got her the day before and they do a lot of kills and a really low amount of deaths, i own her for almost a week, and i still suck. I don't get it, i've been feeding to every game, even though i practiced a lot with her.
At the rare times i did a positive kda, we lost the game, of course, but i was happy, thinking that i've finally became good with her. Everytime this happened, i've been destroyed by a ton of defeats after, i didn't became good, didn't understood anything about what was happening. Everytime, this was just an illusion, it always just made me happy before getting defeated again and again, destroying me even more. I kept on through these defeats, repeating to myself that i could do it, and that i wouldn't give up, that at a time i would get the thing, that i would be good. But it never happened, and i'm still feeding everytime and always making my team lose.
Guides and people told me to play safe until level 3, that's what i try to do, but against ranged champions i can't do anything. They take 1/5 of my hp only with one single AA at the beginning, so i can't cs, can't level up, lose top early and lose the game. Guides say to use bushes, but first, i can't get near the bushes, because the ranged enemy champ will destroy me, and second, he will see me enter the bushes.
I simply can't trade without taking more than 1 hit, even at level 3 with my stun, shield and dash. Plus i don't even do a lot of damage, they do more damage when i try to back off than what i actually inflict, and this happens to melee champs too. I don't get why i can't do damage, i got items, i do the correct combos, i have the correct level, but i get destroyed over and over again and can't damage the enemy without getting twice the damage i did.
Guides say to do an all in combo only if i'm sure to kill my opponent, but how in hell am i supposed to know that?
I die a lot from the jungler ganking, even more expanding the level gap that is created every game between me and the enemy laner.
Also tried jungling, still, i don't get what i do wrong and fall behind, feed and lose the game.
I am seriously thinking about giving up and refunding her. Everyone says that she needs time and patience, but everyone is good with her in one day, and i still suck after one week. I know that it's not that she isn't my type of champion. I want to be good with her, i really want to, but i don't get it, i tried everything, this is just stupid, i don't understand what i am doing wrong. Why am i always dying? Why am i always losing? Why can't i simply have a positive kda? Why can't i trade? Why can't i win top? Why can't i follow the level flow when jungling? Why can't i win? Why can't i be good with Riven?
sigh
Sorry for writing so much about a random problem that me, a random player that no one cares about, is having. Maybe you'll just pass your way and forget what i writed, but please, if any of you got any solutions for any of the problems i'm having with Riven, please, take some time to write that soluton, i would really appreciate, since it's a champion that i really want to be good with.
Eh... i'm sure the answers are dumb and stupid... But at least i'll know them.
Thank you for reading this topic.