How a strange anger issue (getting mad, not toxic tho), how do i overcome it?
So I am currently plat 4 flex, plat 5 solo. I don't have the disgusting ego problem plat players have (for me gold > plat) and i ABSOLUTELY never flame in chat. All chat turned off, the moment someone starts being negative on my team, i mute. Simple as that. Here's the problem tho.. I main top lane (if not, i prefer jungle). The champion that I need to play against determines my energy and attitude for the whole game. Like.. for example if i play against a champion i cannot stand like yasuo or fizz (both very popular at the moment) i just can't help but be negative towards myself. If i kill them I feel amazing. Don't care if i win/loose the game, if i win my lane, knowing i ruined the experience of a cancerous champion's player it's a win for me. I tend to play very focused and safe against those champions, almost never getting killed in 1v1. I am willing to give up 40 farm during lane phase and stay 0/0. Let's say i ganked, however, and die. That's when the tilt really hits me. Not because i played bad, but because I am rewarding the cancerous player with positive energy. I'll never complain about it in chat, nor would i feed. I just feel extremely aggressive. Any idea how to overcome this?
